The Journey of Her Forgetfulness

I met hubby after work yest and we decided to catch a movie R.V - Runaway Vacation at The Cathay. It was a very very funny and hilarious movie. I would not hesistate to recomend u movie goers to catch it. From the start of the show till the end it makes all of laughing out loud and at times go owww…. hehehee…

However, what made me wanna post today is abt how we all eat our fries… i had this prob with hubby everytime we ate finger foods which we dipped with chilli sauce. Do u realise everyone of us have our own way of dipping the fries? Hubby will be agitated with the way i dipped mine & all the time i have to remind him it’s MY way…. so, while i was in BK, i observed ppl and how they dipped theirs…. this lady, will cover 3/4 of her fries with the sauce, one guy dipped the tip of the fries, another will scoop the sauce with the fries which makes me think 2 packets of chilli won’t be enuf for him. another person covered one side of the fries only with sauce. hubby is the type that do NOT like the sauce to be messy on the tray. he wants it as it is when the sauce is poured out. do not go beyond the ‘ring’ heheh and me? i like to drag the fries on the sauce and create a trace on the tray. and yup, hubby will get mad at me messing the tray. i find it funny that we can get really irritated with such act anyway the advert paper on the tray will be thrown away rt? his reason, i am wasting the sauce. errmmmm honey, we can always ask for another packet. anyway i find it cute to argue or debate abt such things it’s simply funny. chilli sauce? ahhaha that’s what happen when u lived together for some time and have run out of topics to argue abt. well, bad habits are hard to kill. i am sticking with my way of dipping. maybe after the baby is born we will have better things to argue abt. maybe who shall throw the diapers? or who should wash baby’s bottom? and imagine this while we were arguing and debating who should do this, baby’s crap will be dry by the time we make a decision coz none of us will surrender. my poor little baby hahahaha. anyway its always nice to observe ppl behaviours i do that when i am very free like when i am in the train or eating at fast food outlets u can never imagine what bad habits they have…. and i don’t wanna tell u what. it’s disgusting and at times funny.

craig david - unbelievable

Always said I would know where to find love
Always thought I’d be ready and strong enough
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now
I’m somewhere I’ve never been before.
Now I seewhat love means.

[Chorus]
It’s so unbelievable
And I don’t want to let it go
Something so beautiful
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you’ve always been
Forever a part of me.
And it’s so unbelievable to finally be in love
Somewhere I’d never thought I’d be.

In my heartin my headit’s so clear now
Hold my hand you’ve got nothing to fear now
I was lost and you’ve rescued me some how-.
I’m aliveI’m in love you complete me
And I’ve never been here before.
Now I seewhat love means.

[Chorus]

When I think of what I haveand this chance I nearly lost
I cant help but break downand cry.
Ohh yeahbreak down and cry.

[Chorus]

Now I seewhat love means

Really really really love this song by craig david…. can’t stop singing and humming the song in my head. The lyrics holds many meanings to it…. It’s an amazing journey to fall in love and be loved and no matter how many times we get hurt we will still fall in love all over again…. why is that so?

tho’ not all we expect will turn out as what we wanted, we will take the risk of falling and getting up and be stronger as each moment passes by. it is one thing to fall in love and another to be loved. which wud we rather be in? to be loved or to love? it is really painful and depressing when we love a person who doesn’t reciprocate to our feelings towards him/her. but how can we be in that person situation? accepting someone who we don’t have any special feelings…. no chemistry. some ppl will sacrifice some will choose to walk away. but there are some who love one another but, are not fated to be together… this is fate. agree or not, its up to individuals… 

as i look into your eyes
i see all the reasons why
my life’s worth a thousand skies
you’re the simplest love i’ve known
and the purest one i’ll own
know you’ll never be alone

my baby you
are the reason i could fly
and ’cause of you
i don’t have to wonder why
baby you
there’s no more just getting by
you’re the reason i feel so alive
though these words i say are true
they still fail to capture you
as mere words can only do
how do i explain that smile
and how it turns my world around
keeping my feet on the ground

i will soothe you if you fall
i’ll be right there if you call
you’re my greatest love of all

baby i feel so alive….

Wanna dedicate this song to my lovely, darling baby boy…

tho he is now still safe in my womb, moving and kicking furiously as each day pass by. every movement, every turns never fails to make us feel proud of the little precious child of ours. i still can’t believe it that this is finally happening to me. the long wait, the endless check ups and tests have been a success. most importantly our patience and prayers have been answered. i enjoyed this new journey. odd as it seems to be kicked by someone inside u, i am always looking forward to it. tt’s when i am able to communicate with my child.

it’s 3 months to the day that we will be able to see face to face with our child and we are really looking forward to that precious moment. i prayed that Allah will keep him safe and healthy. i love you baby…. :)