The Journey of Her Forgetfulness

My big boss turned 2 mths old on 17/11/06 and he was cicumsised on tt day at 1600hrs. At first i knew tt is what i wanted to do but after seeing him crying and screaming, i cried with him too and i started to panic when he didn’t stop wailing. we rushed to dad’s house and my mom took care of him and by the time dad arrives, he is smiling and his usual self. for the first time i felt a really strong motherly love when i saw him ’suffering’ for the first time coz Aqiel is such a happy baby and he doesn’t cry most of the time.

I am now counting down the days to the end of my leave. hmmmmm how dreadful. to leave him behind while i am at work. but i miss my job too. been 5 mths since i took leave. how fast time flies.

Aqiel started to smile when he was 1mth+ by 2 mth he will smile whenever he played with him. it’s such a joy to be able to see ur child progress. the only prob aqiel had was constipaton. we changed a few type of milk brand and finally settling down on s26 gold. however when his milk supply finishes we couldn’t get one here, its out of stock! so i tried him on similac. he drank the milk but i realised there will be alot of bubbles after each feed and he would cry thro the night coz of colic. i really suffered. so we changed back to s26 gold. and now he is his useal self. i will never ever again change his milk even tho there is no supply here hubby will have to search the entire sg! don wanna my baby to suffer ever again.

this sunday we will be having his doa selamat cum cukur rambut. and on thurs we might be flying off to cairo to meet our siblings who is studying there. its winter now. hopefully we will be able to get seats.

time to put little aqiel to bed now…. tata!

Nursing is now my part time job and my full time job now is to be these 2 merciless human being’s assistant…. i can’t say i hate my job coz i am actually loving it…. tho its very very tiring both mentally n physically… i hv 2 very bossy boss…. one is already 30 and acting like 3 year old kid and the other is a 1 1/2 mth old baby who acts as if he is already 30…. hmmmm… they are my hubby n my son. they are my boss now and i am at their command. i have to do everything!!!! my hubby will leave things everywhere and even throw things on the floor - expecting me to pick n clean it up… my son, will cry, shout n scream if he doesn’t get what he wants and he is very clever for his age… what age? his 0 years old. he wants to stand i mean i hv to hold him so tt he can stand on his little fatty legs… god knows how much i want to bite on his thigh. he wants me to carry him all the time and not just carry but he wants me to hug him and lie him on my chest only then will he be able to sleep soundly… and when he is in his sleeping mode, he looks lika an angle so peaceful and happy. i simply cant resist kissing his chubby cheeks. but when he is angry or frustrated he looks like a tazmanian devil. and when he sleeps, he makes a noise like a gremlin…. where on earth can u find a mom like me? who describes her son like that? hahah but he is my dearie taz n gremlin… the cute ones not the smoking gremlins.

no matter how tired or frustrated i felt with his whimpering and his tantrums, i love him sooooo much can’t even imagin how it would be if i were to start working… oppps gtg my little boss is crying for his milk now….