4 in the morning
it’s been such a busy day and the patient is not looking too good. the shift started fine as usual but after a while a pt threw fit. then comes in the admissions. non stop. cant help it there are many pt waiting for beds. my poor ah pek cant eat and drink and he cant talk i guess he must be feeling really miserable. to be shut off like that. no means of communications. and he cant write coz he had a stroke. luckily ying came up to help me and jiaming who are really stretching our arms and legs as far as possile i wished i had 8 hands so i can do many things at one time. so many pt each with diff needs and wants. 1 needs dressings tho he jt admitted to us i have yet to take his vitals and he was complaining when will the dr be seeing him. then it was time to serve diets. they need to be fed right? half way serving, a pt choked. not really as eating its coz he cant drink water. and we did suctioning and all tt is needed to be done. admissions kept on coming. diets half served. time is ticking.hmmmm…. poor jiamin, shewanted to go for break at 6pm but she was delayed and we waited till ying came. tt’s at 6.30.then things started to slow down abit…
7.40 my turn for break…. haiz its less than 20mins left to watch channel 8 drama. next on my mind, wat to eat? i had LJS @ novena earlier after my dr appt. so still full. i bought some swiss rolls and starbucks chocolate muffins. i was feeling really hmmm not tired but mood was low. when i stepped into 7/11 the song in the shop made me move…. suddenly brightens me up instantly! this usually happens to me.early morning i will listen to my fav songs tt’s fast and makes me feel energetic. my foot started to move to the rhythm and i was singing the song… the counter gal who knew me told me tt its a great song and i couldnt be less than to agree with her…. it IS a great song!!! 4 in the morning by gwen……. the lyrics is beautifully written. so romantic. its how i am feeling rt now coz i am reading a novel titled taste of a man…. hahhaa…. so, here’s the lyrics……….
Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright
But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I’m lying here in the dark
I’m watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I’m handin’ in everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we’re gonna do it, come on do it right
All I wanted was to know I’m safe
Don’t want to lose the love I’ve found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I’m handin’ in everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we’re gonna do it, come on do it right
Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can’t escape the love
Give me everything that you have
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I’m handin’ in everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we’re gonna do it, come on do it right
(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)
