Quick, make me disappear!!!!
i wish i have a special power that can make me disappear.
i wish i have a clone who can do work for me while i laze around….
i wish life wud be a bed of roses with nothing for me to worry about….
i wish all my worries be eliminated….
i wish, i am happy…..
haiz, what a day. am so not looking fwd to work today. i hate pm shift. the time passes by so slow. not helping either, the relative of my pt. arrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh i felt like strangling her. she came into the ward and started scolding us for putting the female pt tog with male pt. huh? i went blurrr… that cubicle IS a female cubicle. later on she said she couldn’t see properly and tot the pt in tt cubicle are all male!!!! idiot…. then she started talking non stop and made it difficult for me to do any orientation. i tried to keep my cool and still manage to give her a crisp smile. i asked her for her ctc nbr in case of emergency and her reply was… don call me i will be here 24/7… yeah and a moment later she told us she is leaving…. whatever. and she stood at our nurses counter talking and talking and repeating her words to dr paul… and its like we are all too free to listen. even the pt in bed 1 complained abt her. saying rhat she is very noisy and that’s y her mom went hypo.. hahaha
diff relatives aside. i kept on humming a song while working when dr paul said u r happy. i went huh? happy? fyi its a sad song and he went oh so u r sad… yeah i am sad… hehee btw whatever fault there is, its always dr paul’s fault… hahahha tt’s our joke. and he said "yeah all fault is mine… oh life is so unfair" heheeh…
haiz…. time’s up and i must drag myself to work again… btw wei lee told me tt NO honey wants me to go down to ED and i really don’t want to so i guess i will finally have to leave ED. told her to let me stay here for another 6mths and i will tender…. reason? i don wan to go down. so many ppl so many characters… i jt don know why, i don like working in a big groups… not coz of anything its jt the character of others that i need to get use to puts me off. i am comfortable here with the staff. and the work flow. hey don u think tt EDTC is all rest and relax ok.. we are all on our own. when we get busy, no one helps us. even the HA sometimes refused to help us. but who are we to complain… such a small fry…..